I want to be the part of the families

Aku nak jadi sebahagian keluarga itu. Keluarga yang mesra, bahagia dan gembira. Aku sedar betapa aku sukakan kanak-kanak. Aku nak bersama mereka. Melihat mereka membesar dalam keluarga itu. 

Bercakap dengan Zafran buat aku sedar they are my happiness. "Acu!!" I began to cry. 
I cried so hard. Baru aku dengar orang panggil aku Acu aku dah menangis gila-gila. How about "Mama"?
Hahaha. Cengengnya aku. I grab my handphone and I text him 'Bb nak jadi sebahagian daripada keluarga bu selamanya :')'. 

He did replied 'Bu pun sayang..bb tau tak..tadi Zafran tanya kenapa Acu Fiza tak balik umah kite Acu? Bu cakap la dia keje..pastu dia tanya lagi, petang mesti dah balik keje kan? Suruh la dia balik umah kite. Bu senyum je..hehe..Bu cakap nanti dah sampai masa Acu Fiza balik umah kite k abang?..Dia senyum then cakap Okay..hehe..'. 

How I'm not been touched by this family? Then I realize, this is what I want. I don't have to care about other's feeling because this is what I need and I want from very beginning. I must think about myself first. If I don't care who will? This is me. Myself. MYSELF. I will stick to this family no matter what if Allah let me..Insyaallah..PRAY SOMEMORE ^_^ Allah know how to cure my worried toward him. I've been bless. I should realize and thankful for that. Alhamdulillah.

♥ 

Fiza Ismail :)